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MochaMezmerize
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Country: United States
State: New York
Birthday: 3/3/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: dancing, sleeping, shopping, lazying around
Expertise: being me and talking
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
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Member Since:
9/24/2003
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| I'm going backwards. I have had the maturity of an adult since a young age, only so I can start losing some of it as I get older. I would rather work now, so i can play later. | | |
| It's an overwhelming feeling when you start to realize more and more that you spend your time trying to make everyone else happy. And you dont leave anything for yourself. It's hard to change, when you've lived most of your life that way. It's hard to stop caring about others and putting myself before everyone else. But you can't be more miserable the other way, or so everyone says. It's more difficult to change when you're not sure of what you want and what will make you happy....because you never really thought about it before. | | |
| Nothing really interesting went on today. Except my neck, out of the blue, it started hurting....A LOT. I dunno wut happened, but there's this pang of pain at the back of my neck and along the upper spine...owie. Imma try to sleep it off...yawn.
This struck me as interesting: "Maybe some women can't be tamed. They need to run free...until they find someone just as wild to run with them." | | |
| Someone asked "what is love?" in my last entry. Here's my theory; it can be one of three things: true, an obligation or a deceptive infatuation. The later two are the most common. True and pure love is rare. What we usually label as "love" is a figment of the mind, nothing more. So most of the time, it doesnt really exist. It's bleak, i know, but i think its a theory i live by, so to me, its reality. | | |
| Questions of the day:
If the word "sorry" were to cease to exist, would people be less likely to do or say stupid/mean/wrong things?
Is it possible that some people just aren't capable of falling in love? They need to be pulled in, or better yet, shoved in?
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